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Blogged @ 5:22 AM
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it's hadd been 8 mths plus "
dayy byy dayy we talkk talkk talkk & talkk iin msg-iin "
there's nO validd "
hahas..

uu will never giive miies a proper asnwer "
never once ..
forever norrts ..

if uu are still tat un-sure "
yy uu toldd miies uu lykk miies at first ?
miine hopes wenn highh dO uu knw tat ?
nOw ..
uu askk ii reali lykk uu norrts ?
yess ; ii did "
but ; since uu are soO un-sure & ii kann ever feel tat uu have tat feelinqq's forr miies"
well dhen ; forqet it .

iis time ; ii will reali forqet "
reali will " ii will forqet abtt uu bit byy bit "
dayy byy dayy "
compeletelyy "

ii won't be soO sillyy waitinqq forr uu anymOre .
ii cut miine handd becuz of uu ?
hahas..
how toopidd m ii (:
DUMB ! DUMB ! DUMB !
TOOT ! TOOT ! TOOT !

ii reali done alots of thiinggs forr uu ; ii nO thOse thinggs ii dO iis veryy unessarillyy "

ii cut miine haiir becuz of uu -.=

ii cut miine handd's becuz of uu ...

ii sherdd mre dhen a billion of tear's forr uu ; ones & onli uu !

haiiz ..
nvm ..
tiisst will be endedd now it shall be juz a past "
nOmre uu ~

tranferinqq ?
hahas"
ii tinkk twice before ii reali wanna tranfer ; becuz of uu "
but ; ii dunn tinkk there's a needd nOw ..
if uu wann miies to stayy "
ii reali will stayy becuz of uu "
it's impossible ; ii knw ..
nvm ; ii didn't blame uu ..
wann blame oso blame miies ..
yy ii fallen forr uu ..
or even cme to deyii ..
since soO manyy ppl hate miies iin deyii ..



17sep07 everythiinggs hadd endedd "
as unsual "
there nO turninqq backk "
Blogged @ 9:59 AM
Don't let me go -

& yeapps ;
ii will forgots abtt uu SOON "

it's hardd " of cuz ..
but .. it's bettar for miies & maybe uu "

(:


SMLIEZ HAPPIE-LLYY nots HARDDLYY ^^
Blogged @ 10:37 AM
Don't let me go -

Todayy ..

HAPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEE ^^

CUZ ..

HAPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!

YESS ! YESS ! M LAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~

BUT .. NVM !!!!!!!!

CUZ M HAPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ((:
Blogged @ 9:31 AM
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ii tinkk ii on drug's todayy .

ii goO out for awhile .

forgots off light .
forgots off de TV .
forgots to bath .
forgots to eat .

ii dunno wadd happen to miies ;
juz felt veryy lost ..

ii felt smethinggs or smeone**
iis nots wif wif miies liaos.

ii WANN IT** BACKK !!!!!!!!!!!!

but how ?


maybe ii juz let it go ; it might be bettar .
maybe ii juz let it go ; it might be bettar .
maybe ii juz let it go ; it might be bettar .
maybe ii juz let it go ; it might be bettar .
maybe ii juz let it go ; it might be bettar .
maybe ii juz let it go ; it might be bettar .
Blogged @ 2:45 AM
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tiisst few weekk's goiin emo-iin liaos ..

ii hadd lose smethinggs or maybe smeone**

sooner or latar SOON"

haiiz ;

cryy-iin oso no use "

it* won't cme backk wadd ..

haiiz ..

soO numbb now ..

m iin de mess liaos ..

ii juz cuts miine hair myyself again ;
but tiisst time iis kinda different "
ii never lookk at de mirror to cuts ..
ii juz anyhow cuts =|
miine hair de side there all GONE "
& ii dunn feel anythinggs =/
de mre ii cuts ;
those pain iin miine heart wenn awayy "
wadd a relief (;
BUT .....
miine hair sux's now ..
ii didn't care anyy-mre ......
uglyy , uglyy luhhs ..

but ..

ii though ii will feel bettar ;
it's still de same ..
ii still feel hurt ..

ppl cut's their handd ;
ii cut's miine hair =.=

de mre ii tinkk abtt it* de mre pain it have ;
& mre tears start fallin ..

emo-iin iin process ***
Blogged @ 10:04 AM
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FELICIA ;



it's nots as easyy as it's seen .

maybe uu hven reali foundd some one uu reali lovees .

so uu dunn understandd .

it's hardd ;

to gve upp .

let go .

to carry on .

lovees him reali does hurt's .

uu knw ?

uu juz cn't simple-lyy findd someone who have mre experience ;
to tell miies wadd to do .

uu gott to reali lovees smeone soO uu will reali knw de pain .

& ii knw uu are juz trieddiin to helpp ;
but iin a wrongg wayy .




FROM RINAA__#
Blogged @ 6:01 AM
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